Grief & New Day

Yesterday, I went the cycle:

Single

Double

Triple

Homer - like outta the park!!

I like to talk baseball whenever I can.

Yesterday, I was in the cycle of grief and it was HARD.

I tried to rest and couldn't.

I tried to sit in the sunshine and it was hard.

I tried to eat my feelings with grapes and sugared up cereal and protein balls and that just made me feel more sick.

See, when I am in the grief cycle, I get actual physical symptoms that mimic post-stroke symptoms.

It's hard to know which it is and that's scary - which then puts me into anxiety cycles.

It's no bueno, People.

I receive so much love and support.

I am so grateful for my village.

SO grateful.

I got all of these quotes.

I got messages of love.

I got hugs from my kids.

And today...

Today is a new day.

And, per Kevin Beck, "Everything can change in a day!"