Can We Hurry This Up?!

This quote.

Talk about a struggle for this girl!

"Let it go."

"Don't try to manipulate or force the outcome."

"Trust God to open the right doors at the right time."

Just like:

"Trust in God's timing."

"Your timing is not the same as God's timing."

Patience has never been a virtue of mine, People.

Like, I am positive that I didn't even get sent down the patience conveyor belt.

Totally got skipped.

Like, let's just get to it!

Like, HELLLLLO!!

Can we hurry this up, please??

I was very blessed to have people around me when treatment, counseling, life-changing began to take place who told me that this was not a quick thing.

This was not a sprint.

Life really isn't supposed to be like that.

In fact, it's a marathon that never ends.

We are never not supposed to learn and grow.

However, there is also that human element that tells us that we want to feel better NOW.

We want to have certain feelings NOW.

We want to have voids filled NOW.

We want to have healing NOW.

And sometimes, that's not the way it is supposed to be.

Sometimes, we are SUPPOSED to struggle through it all.

Sometimes, we are SUPPOSED to get the wrong doors so that we really see what the right door looks like.

So, trust.

Just trust.

Or at least do your best!