I am learning.
As you know, I have been on a path of discovery regarding feelings since June.
Eight months in, I am learning.
One thing that really evokes feelings in me that would fall in the category of content, peace, comfort, safety, love, joy... is music.
In particular, spiritual music.
In particular even more, primary music.
There is something about sitting with my primary kids on Sundays at lunchtime when everyone is hungry and tired and wild and loud and having the piano player start hitting the notes to a song that just straightens the crowns of everyone in the room that puts me in a place of absolute heaven...
Then to hear these babes sing with all their might in the most angelic voices I've ever heard...
Heaven on Earth.
There are songs that I automatically sing in my head when I am having a hard time falling asleep, or when I feel fear...
Those songs are my comfort.
They are where they go when I want to run, but can't.
There are always, always going to be times that are painful.
We will feel as though we are looking through a tiny peep hole at our world that is so full of darkness.
They moments WILL change us.
They are meant to change us.
Let them change you in ways that are for the better.
Straighten your crown and carry on.
YOU are a child of God.
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